Today I thought just MAYBE.. just maybe, that I would get over it. I guess it doesn't work like that. I learned I INCREDIBLY stupid. I'm disappointed in myself. How could I let myself gain that grade? I expected better from myself. Why must I be so STUPID. I hate my Stupidity. My lowest grade I have ever got. Even if the teacher said it can be change or "deleted" if i do better next time. I think that's Bull. He probably just hates me (who doesn't) . What makes people think I can actually do better? How did I ever think my intelligence was ever even average? I gained my worst and lowest grade EVER. I never thought I could have done THAT bad. I regret even TRYING to focus in that mess .. called a "classroom." Isn't a classroom suppose to be a place where minds could concentrate at peace, learning? Writing a persuasive essay is suppose to be about YOUR opinion. How can it ever be graded? Isn't it suppose to be about expressing your thoughts about the topic? Well, my bad. *I couldn't focus in the "classroom" and I couldn't express my thoughts on the opinion. Opinions aren't suppose to be judged. But I guess my opinions got judged. I'm sorry I couldn't focus. I still can't believe I got that C+! I so STUPID , that I couldn't even ace the essay. I'm a loser who couldn't even ace a persuasive essay. My stupidity is SO stupid. That how stupid it is. I just wish I could have gotten at least a B. >.< I thought I could just forget about it, but it impossible.
